Felling miss you

Beberapa hari belakangan ini adalah hari yang  berat bagiku, miss you daily, tp aku ga ada pilihan untuk ini semua,aku harus terima, walaupun terasa berat bagiku.

I want to say  I really love you and Never leave you.

Yesterday we can talk and you inform abt you there, I say thank god coz you still maintance well it, I hope you honest abt it.Dont neglect him, and aware to all side every where.
Aku selalu berfikir apakah you can be your self there coz you stay with her and under shes control i guess.Apakah you can say no when you not comfort for to do ?, Apakah you can refuse when you dont want for to do ?.Im worried :'(

I hope you remember your promise to me forever. and take care to urself there ya.


 

Forgive Me

I hope you can to forgive me, don't hate me, i never hate and leave you ever, im still loving you.im wait for you always remember that.
Have a nice Weekend NR  :-*

Love you
 

You always on my mind

Kau selalu ada di hati ku, dan aku tetap menyayangimu  .... tulus dan ikhlas  ..... kau tau itu.
( NR )

Sungguh

 Sungguh ..

Tidak mudah tersenyum ketika hati menangis Tapi akan terasa indah ketika kita menyadari itu bagian dari kasih Ilahi.

Tidak mudah bangkit dalam keadaan terpuruk, Tapi akan terasa indah ketika kita menyadari saat itu Allah sedang menyapa dengan cintaNya.

Tidak mudah memberi ketika diri sendiri dlm kekurangan Tapi akan terasa indah ketika menyadari saat itu kita bisa memberi arti bagi kehidupan orang lain.

About Love

Love is a guessing game. And that’s the beauty of it, there’s no guarantee. It’s like diving into a pool of water without knowing if it’s shallow or deep. Sure if it’s shallow you end up hurt and paralysed from the neck down. But if it’s deep… It’s like throwing yourself out there without any guarantees. You know, that’s what life’s about! Ok, you know these carnival games? And you know how some of them are super easy and others of them are really hard to win?

Feeling hopeless :'(

Today I write about my feelings at this time, since yesterday I feeling hopeless and feeling useless to live in this world.
I can't help it.

Only one word that I can still remember it well "I really love you" No one can replace you in my heart. You really mean in my life.I hope you still standing there for me always.and remember all our promise, We will life together till end our time.
I never change it

I love you NR, I want with you forever.

To Elsie

Someday (expect soon) You can read my blog, so you know, how I suffer and impact on me, because your comment on someone special in my life blog. truth i loves him.

The first time you leave comment on hiz blog, it looks like you already realize that I get annoyed because your comment on hiz blog, and You Want Stop i read there, I think you understand my feelings at that time (thanks to you  for your concerns to me at that time )

yesterday when I visit to hiz blog, I read some comments you again there, OMG ,I am not ready to face its , like the world is the end, because this .hopeless and very very sad, I hope you understand my feelings and its impact for me.
 I love so much to him.I never ready to lose him, I hope you can understand me.

nice regards for you